I know this started very young right, so its been a long road of hiding, feeling shameful. And I have been meant to open up to it again, if you will, at THIS vital point in this life. My “Awareness” of the presents now feels as common as any other aspect of me. They have literally Never left my side…or yours but we shall get into that business later. That SOMETHING was eyeballing me…I have only felt totally alone a few dark times in my life but that, I know was due to my crazy actions and Not disconnection due the other side.
Somehow I have always known I was deeply loved and cared for. My interests in the Other side of myself as well as the stream of connection that I somehow have instinctively always known was available and as far away from me as my next thought, has carried me from one side of the country to the other in search of well…MYSELF. A search result! I am seeing this space as a space I am holding to assist others in opening. Let me start out here with explaining a small amount of what this blog is hopefully going to be for me and maybe. IN this hunt I just may also have found the YOU that you’ve been so eager to know My hope is to bring light, awareness and humor onto a subject I have been hunting for a lifetime. I am all of the other aspects that a female has the abilities to be as well…mother, sister, daughter, friend, co sponsor, and eclectic seeker of my truth which I now see is OUR truth. I am 51 years on this planet as of today. Relationships have been aplenty and dicey.
Of course in this journey I’ve worn many last names as it seems obtaining MORE karmic debt while unloading yet a equally large amount has been just SOME of the purpose for my return this time around. In truth I am sure its just as “Labely” as many others I have had in many lifetimes before. It’s the monacure our kind uses to get my attention. We would be ever so grateful if you ,the reader at this time, would oblige. Well I may not be this computer illiterate but not far off so when I ask for patience as “They” adjust my settings to comprehend their needs. Understand directions or reread parts that …ok, wait whats a “radio button” oh ,ok I see, reread parts not understood….where is the ERASE keys…Judas! I know the make it bigger keys are here …grr When starting anything new or foreign it is best to gain some understanding of the workings of the task at hand.